Mommy needs a xanax.
I woke up twice in the middle of the night and completely freaked out because I had no idea where I was. I was in my own bed. It was so crazy.
Then this morning I woke up almost hyperventilating because of a
dream nightmare in which I was told I had cervical cancer.
Oh and I feel like absolute shit on top of all that nonsense.
Sounds like a Xanax kind of morning.
Today was a two Xanax kind of day.
Oh and also peanut butter m&ms happened. The gym did not happen, but it should happen tomorrow, because it would help with the stress, I think.