Let’s start with the bad:

• I had to be at court bright and early (in East Saint Louis ugh). 
• Client couldn’t get into the courthouse because her license expired. So that was a total waste of a morning. 
• I got horribly ill while waiting on her, like – barely made it to the bathroom in time omfg what is happening to me I want to die – ill. 
• I’m at home now and feeling quite poorly.
• And there is no Diet Pepsi in the house.
• I think my Macbook is about to give out. The screen is being super wonky.
• Last night, I made Dave turn off the light when we were about to have sex because I currently hate my body with the burning rage of a thousand suns. The hatred is still raging as of right now. Something’s gotta give. 

Now for the good:

• It’s Friday.
• I woke up with my love. I promise to never ever take that for granted. 
• I acquired tickets for the DMB summer tour.
• The weather is absolutely beautiful. 72 degrees and breezy. All the windows are open.
• I ran into an old friend/colleague at court this morning. It was wonderful to catch up. I miss him. 
• I have a nice relaxing weekend ahead with my sweet boy. 
• And we get to see D and F on Sunday. 
• When I got home, Violet immediately noticed I wasn’t feeling well, and came up to cuddle. A purring cat on my belly can make almost anything better. 
• Neko Atsume – my newest obsession. So much cute. Tubbs is my favorite. 
• It’s Friday. 

• I drafted and deleted at least four posts today. I am in a bit of a funk and got caught up in a “nobody fucking cares” moment, and then I realized that I fucking care and that is the best fucking reason to do anything. 
• Shit…that may be the only reason to do anything. 
• So here I am.
• I’m exhausted. Physically and mentally. I need this weekend. Need. 
• I feel a bit like crying, but I’m going to drown my sorrows in a bottle of Bordeaux and fake it until I fucking make it, because sometimes that’s all you can do.
• My boy gave me an early Valentine’s present this afternoon. It’s a ceramic Kylo Ren mug filled with conversation hearts. Even my boy knows I’m dark side…ha ha. 
• I tried eating one of the hearts and UGH. Those things are fucking nasty.
• I haven’t exercised at all so far this month and I really need to change that. I want to do 29 miles in February. 
• This is lame, I know, but how fucking cool is granite? Like they pulled that shit out of the fucking ground and now it’s going to be my kitchen counter. That’s fucking bad ass. 
• I’m easily impressed. They gave us a chunk (sample) of the granite we want and I can’t stop staring at it and rubbing it. 
• I literally woke up screaming this morning. I had a nightmare. I’m not sure I’ve ever woken up screaming before. I scared the shit out of Dave, but he went right back to sleep so I’m not sure if he even remembers it. 
• That’s not going to stop me from continuing my horror binge. I’m currently reading (and about to finish) No One Gets Out Alive. I want to watch Goodnight Mommy tonight. Also, how bad ass does The Witch look? I can’t wait to see that!
• I’ve been sort of rage-y this week and I’ve been fucking with people just to do it. I need to get my inner bitch under control.  I’m trying to find my favorite Dennis Reynolds freak out GIF to post. It feels appropriate. 
• I choose you, Pikachu. 
• T-G-I-motherfucking-F. Gonna go get my wine on now.