I’m still in a bit of a funk. I’m better than yesterday though. And I at least have an idea of what the issues are:
- My house doesn’t feel like home anymore.
- Everything feels unsettled and it will for a while.
- At the office: same shit, different day.
- I’m tired. Always tired. Emotionally. Physically.
- My self-esteem is almost non-existent.
I just want to be left alone.
In other news:
- Couch to 5k is going well.
- I’m re-starting personal training sessions this week.
- Fun plans tonight and Thursday night.
- I’m very seriously considering getting “galaxy hair” next week!!
My birthday is in 10 days. I’m super grateful to still be here to experience another year. However, it’s a bit of a mind fuck that I’m going to be 37 years old. Where did the time go? Who is this old lady looking back at me when I look at the mirror.