I can’t watch alcohol kill my friend. I just can’t. I don’t know what to do. Being woken up from a sound sleep to deal with alcohol related drama is giving me all kinds of crazy flashbacks from childhood and I just can’t deal. I don’t know what to do.
It’s amazing to me that marijuana is illegal, but alcohol is not. I’ve never heard of a marijuana related death, but I watched alcohol addiction kill my step-father, and felt first hand the suffering it causes families. Looks like it may end up taking one of my best friends too.
I learned a long time ago that you can only help people who want to help themselves. I think this is exactly what she wants, and it breaks my heart.
Life is so precious. Watching her throw her life away is a slap in the face after everything we have been through this year. I’m sad, but I’m also angry. This is bullshit.
K, if you’re reading this, this shit has to stop.