My goal has been to run the Komen 5k in 35 minutes. Today I did it in 35:46. Considering that was with an extremely swollen right knee, I’m thinking it’s time for a new goal. New goal: 33 minutes. I have 7 weeks to improve.
Oh yeah, and I ran the entire time. This is a big improvement over last week. I’m pleased.
I can deal with hot flashes. I can deal with warm weather. But dealing with both totally sucks. I turned on the air conditioning tonight. Saving money just isn’t worth it.
I’m trying to maintain a good attitude. It’s hard today. Chronic pain sucks. I’ve been living like this for 10 years and it hasn’t gotten any easier. The middle finger on my right hand is so swollen that I can hardly use that hand. Jax brushed against it earlier and I screamed. My right knee is so swollen that it’s hard to walk. The right side of my body hates me a little more than the left. Ha ha.
But ya know what? Marijuana and oxycodone…they help a bit. Psoriatic arthritis and breast cancer? I think I’m entitled.
Of course, it feels stupid to complain about the arthritis after dealing with the cancer, but it still hurts like hell so whatever. Life is weird.
But…at least I’m alive. There’s that.
Law firm fun day.
I’m at bankruptcy court waiting for my case to be called and it’s really boring. I forgot my Nook. So I’ve been texting Scott, who is in a consult right now. He will come back to the following texts, which he will love.
It’s J today instead of the Trustee. I hate J.
Though I have to admit she’s going fast and being pleasant enough.
Okay I was wrong. Not fast.
D is here wearing jeans with a suit jacket.
I think I’m going to start wearing dress sweats and crocs to court.
I think that the cause of the zombie apocalypse will be listening to too many mind numbingly boring 341 meetings. Thoughts?
We are still on the 9:00. I should be trustee. I will keep this shit moving on time.
Fuck this shit is boring. I might rather be at chemo. 🙂
I would normally be at Siteman right now for chemo, but instead I’m heading to bk court. Yay!
Also, today is law firm fun day/no more chemo luncheon. Double yay!